Somehow I will get through this night
and let the Morning judge me.
I will look down from the heights
where Daemons nudge me softly.
I will sway forward
but Winds will hold steady
Bracing my body
Against thoughts that weigh heavy
And I will stare into the Sun
to wake up from this dreaming
Your rays give me life
But I give you meaning
This cruel world,
I sometimes think its true that
my path forward, that it’s me,
who freely gets to choose it
but the truth is
that my future
is a failed attempt to suture
a past that leaves my present
reduced to poor excuses
of why I stayed inside
and hid from the day
superficially connected
in a pixelated daze
where for days
I sought love
in fake places
I became a stranger
to those who loved me for ages
See how precise these abstractions can be.
Like the moaning of koans, one finds in the sea,
that longs for the sun to transform it’s form
into a mighty tempest clutching the breeze.
Linking the Egyptian Nile to my backyard tree.
Life that mimicked nature
has now risen to mock, with stories of creation
and death.
Risen to rape, to consume
til’ there is just
one
naked ape left,
who will not be the first to discover
how his lost kin
confused clothes with skin
and
naked for sin.
He would cut out his left rib
protecting the chamber
where if we had one, the soul would reside.
For a chance to love again
and to reinvent sin
to instruct with the rod
in the name of a god.
And we will forget how we ever lived
with empty thrones
and star filled skies.
There is no place loftier,
than the surface of your skin, purgatory
lost
in a place between
macro and micro
cosm
You aren’t normal.
Your heart beats
Just as ours
The rythm alien
and shy of sync
They say you were vaccinated against the world.
You are certainly different, hold still your eyes
Where are your tools to break ice? These waters are deep.
Believe it not, it’s safer under. You’ll freeze to death out here.
Yet, you only shiver in our presence.
I know that’s a riddle.
All of this will be.
So many things are not what they are.
The iris is your event horizon. The pupil, an abyss.
I am but a blur in the cascading light on the rim of awareness.
But I see you looking somewhere. I sense you hearing someone.
There is wonder in your eyes.
What are these beautiful symmetries
this language you comprehend?
Where is this cache
to where your consciousness descends?
You return with gifts.
Of numbers and sound.
Of shape and color.
You return with secrets
whispered by Gaia herself.
The delight you have, when we understand.
When you are sensed and appreciated.
When you take a chance
and meet our gaze
in between blinks
It’s sometimes easier
To pretend you don’t exist
Flowing chemicals and words
That perplex and overwhelm
Unrefluent
But carry you away
Far from the shallows
Where many of us reside
Just below the ice
You are natures
True loves,
Only her eyes
Can you peer into
undress her,
tear at her seems.
And her whispers
You hear
Despite our screaming.
Her beauty, your art.
I know you’re lonely
But not as lonely as I thought
Funny,
The greatest translator of all
no one cares to understand
You are the Poets without metaphor
I walk into the park, the air immediatley cools.
Tonight, the moon owns my shadow
The sky is out of reach again.
Has been
my whole life
The playground knows no loneliness.
Little kids by day, big by night
A cop slows,
red globes fall
The cop leaves,
sparks fly
Virgin lungs bellow in the distance.
Laughter.
I sit on the swing, rock like a pendulum.
Hypnotized by gravity
I’ve learned more on this playground,
than in the classroom.
I’ll always breathe deep
The smoke that burns sweet
Drift & sway to the familiar beats
To the melodies that accompanied
Our sheets
I will always remember
to never forget
The wind and surf
share their secrets
& stir anticipation,In the east
The stars grow dim
In quiet desperationWe lay here, still,
as the sun rays fill
the surface of our skinI look at her,
she looks at me
and here the chase beginsRacing fast
across the expanse
giving chase to the falling starWhere dry land ends
all we can send
are farewell kisses from afarWe say good-bye
as dark fills the sky
and here our chase endsWe lie down together
though it will seem like forever
til’ we see our old friend againI kiss her cheek
and slowly I speak
adoring her moonlit eyesWe talk through the night
glimpsing the faintest of light
Foretelling a glorious reprise